I remember the first time you talked to me,
I wasn’t sure what to do
No one ever talked to me like that
This was something different,
But something good
I remember the first gift you gave me
That made my hand shake as I took it from you
It made me realize someone cared,
That I wasn’t completely alone,
And that I left this world someone would know
I remember the first time I felt jealousy,
The feeling was foreign, something new,
A blinding anger that made no sense
I wanted it gone and the other girl too.
All long I knew I was better for you
I tried turning my anger by riding myself to you
The attempts were less than half hearten,
Even then you were the best thing I had
The first time you held my hand
I was nervous, ashamed and wondering how much I really meant to you,
But then that simple gesture stopped my shaking, made me smile through fear
You could make anything better.
I remember the first time I started to love you
It was another new feeling, but it came so naturally
You helped me through everything; you were always there
I knew it was right, I knew you were mine
I remember the first time you kissed me,
Sitting quietly in the evening on you bed
The world seemed to stand still just for us
I was nervous again, but in a much better way
I had butterflies for days
Remember the first time I started to trust you
It was the strangest feeling you had to give
I told you my secrets, my past and my fears
You never left me like I thought you would.
You will stand by me through it all
Do you remember the first time I had listened to your heart?
I let my head lay on your chest, my hand lay gently on your face
Time stood still above the world and we watched it all, just me and you
Listened to your set my own at ease
I remember the first time I felt safe
My head buried on your shoulder,
You promised to be there and things were going to be fine
You don’t know what that meant to me
It made me love you even more
It is such a beautiful and amazing thing to know
That you’ll never hurt me
Do you remember the first time I believed you?
You held me in your arms as we walked along the street,
You painted me a picture of forever
I listened in astonishment because somehow
Suddenly I knew it was true
Remember all the firsts and lasts
I know we will have more if you spend forever with me
I’ll do anything to keep you, I’ll never let you go
You are the only one and you’ll always be
I will love you forever.
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